i'm standing without you

Asslamualaikum^^

YOU :)

you were there to light my day

you were there to guide me through

from my days down and on

i'll never stop thinking of you

how can i forget all that

when you're the one who make me smile

you'll always be a part of me

how i wish you were still mine

never will forget the day

how we've met and came this far

we all know we got this feeling

but somehow it has to end up here

i know it's me who said goodbye

and that's the hardest thing to do

cause you mean so much to me

and guide the truth from me to you

for all the things i've done and said

for all the hurt that i've caused you

i hope you will forgive me baby

cause that wasn't what i meant to do

Lagu ni mmg sngt kena dgn aku..haih..aku tak boleh undo bnda yg aku dah buat..dlu2 masa kat hostel sebelum tdur mesti dgr lagu ni kt mp3..ada plak satu hari ni dgr lagu ni ramai2 dlm dorm..kenangan2...kenangan yg hanya bisa diingati..tapi tak mungkin boleh kembali..lagu ni of course la ada kena mengena dgn seseorang lelaki kn,,exactly..fall in love..sbb tu hati hncur berkecai..dah namapun "fall" kan..haha..dia ialah cinta pertama dlm hidup aku..waktu aku berusia 17 tahun..skrang ni dh 18..blum 18,,maknanya sekejap ja la kan..haih...dah mcm2 berjanji2.tapi kami x pernah declare as a couple..suka sama suka..best friends..tapi i was just hoping too much from him,perempuan..biasa la kan..haha..mengarut betul!he so sweet anyway..sngt pemalu..terer addmaths..aku tak tahu bila masa la aku suka kat dia ni..dah la heartless..dia tahu aku panggil dia guna nma  tu..kami jnji kn akn setia..setia la sngt..haha,,kalau ada suka sesapa mesti bagi tahu each other...so kami tak payah nk mengharap lagi..tapi he changed alot man..mmg tu perangai dia kot..aku just yg x faham..sbb x tahan makanhati..i just decided to forget him..so malam tu aku pun sent mesej kat dia,,sebenarnya aku dah takda apa2 perasaaan dkat hg..lupakan apa yg aku pernah cakap selama ni..take care.pkir dua tiga kali jgk nk sent,,haha..nasi dh jadi bubur..dia reply..takpa2..aku faham..take care..aku pnya sedih la masa tu..Allah ja tahu..nk buat mcm mna lagi..terima ja la..diam ja la..huih..pedih2..first2 x boleh la nk terima..lama2 ok la kot..mesti dia bnci kat aku,marah dendam benci..or dia tak kisah sbb tu mmg sifat semula jadi dia..agak2 apala reaction dia??rindu2..stalk fb dia hari2 cukup la..pengubat rndu^^..harap dia jumpa someone better than me..mesti dia ingt aku dah ada boyfren..sebb tu aku buat mcm tu..alahai menyesalnya..he is the first..he is the last..Insha Allah..semoga dia adalah jodohku 9 tahun lagi..Aamin :) Lots of LOVE.